THE JEE DREAM

29 August 2025 {9:24 AM}  As you can see, I was not able to keep up the streak but no worries lets try again today.I was not able to do most of the tasks yesterday so I'm repeating them. Also, I have to be free by 12 as I have a ludo match scheduled at 12:30 AM. So, here I am starting early lets go: Straight lines (lec 5 + dpp)- [O] Solutions (notes  + revision)- [O] COM (Collisions + ques)- [] WPE (Energy thoery + ques.)- [] Compulsary PYQs ( Mole concept, Motion 1D/2D)- [C] PnC illustrations (2 lectures)- []

 28 August 2025 {12:31 PM} Well, i already started my day without any plans and that was a mistake. Now, straight lines dpp is not going beyond 7 questions. So here I am, planning the day. Here are my goals for today: Straight lines (lec. + dpp)- [] Solutions (notes  + revision)- [O] COM (Collisions + ques)- [] WPE (Energy thoery + ques.)- [] Compulsary PYQs ( Mole concept, Motion 1D/2D)- [C] PnC illustrations (2 lectures)- [] Now I feel like the day has started properly. Also I studied 8.6 hours yesterday so yeah thats a record and i want to maintain that this coming September.

 27 August 2025 {11:55 PM} So, unlike yesterday, i woke up super early today at 5:20 and immedietly started studying even when mum insisted me to sleep more. I studied for straight two hours and completed my backlog of straight lines. I dont have any classes today so I will focus on completing solutions and focusing on COM. Here are my tasks for today: Straight lines (DPPs) - [O] Solutions (notes + revision) - [] COM (4 hours)- [] Compulsary PYQs: WPE, IOC- [] PnC illustrations- [O]

 {12:15 PM} I am starting a bit late today as I was a little hurt from the slut shaming i faced today.Khair here are my tasks, Straight lines (lec + dpp)- [O] Chemical bonding (notes + lec)- [] COM (cont.)- [C] PnC (illustrations revise)- [C] Compulsary PYQs (mole concept, WPE) - [] {3:48 PM}  I am experiencing a terrible headache and im not able to focus properly in anything. Im just going to plug some music and focus on PnC illustrations as Im not able to take a lecture right now.

 25 August 2025 {12:05 PM} Majority of my time got caught up in Straight lines and Chemical bonding idk where the day passed. I have to be more efficient with my time as i was not able to touch phyics yesterday also. I have to complete COM by Thursday. I skipped the mathongo test and postponed it for next week. I have to start solutions soon as im already very late. Here are my tasks: Straight lines (lec + prac)- [O] COM (2 hr)- [C] Chemical bonding- [O] Binomial  (lec + prac)- [] Compulsary PQS: WPE, Periodicity, PnC : [O] {3:00 PM} As I went home for lunch break, papa told me abou this conversation he had with a fellow uncle he met at the insititute. The uncle has a son of my age and has also taken a drop for JEE. He was in coaching but left it focus on boards, he scored 92% in boards and secured 14,00,000 rank in JEE. And now, he grinds from 9 AM to 12 AM everyday attending Prayas and practicing. That guy really is working the hardest to achieve his goal and here I am.I am ...

 24 August 2025 {11:54 PM} Hi, so as you can see i was able to complete only 60% of planned task and thats a shame. I woke up at 8:30 AM today. I prepared my straight lines lecture in the morning only so 50% of it is completed. I am feeling a little productive but really scared of my syllabus completion as im too slow. Physics is far from fine and still im slowing down COM. Chem is going fine, im still slow in completing chemical bonding so i have to watch 2 lectures today if possible. Straight lines is halfway done so i will be able to complete it properly. Binomial is in progress simultaneously. I'm going to revise Motion 1D/ 2D  and quadratic equation today. Here are my tasks for today: Straight lines (lec- 2)- [O] Chemical bonding (2 lectures)- [C] COM (1 hour)- [] Binomial (notes)- [] REVISION: Motion 1D/2D- [] I hope it make it well today! {2:23 PM} Okay so update! Im done with straight lines ka lecture although i still have hw ques to complete but progress is progress. ...

 23 August 2025, {11:52 PM} Okayyy so, as you can see from my previous blog, I was able to complete every task i had written and that makes me so happpy. I hope to continue this streak today too. I saw on tele today that straight line chapter has been started and I dont want to miss it. ☺ I also have a test due tomorrow so I need to revise ioc and WPE/NLM too. About maths, idk i would not be able to complete the syllabus as it will be very rushed but i guess i can try completing binomial today (atleast some important questions).  I also need to complete straight lines lecture as I definitely dont want to leave cordinate geometry as IT IS VERY VERY IMPORTANT 👿👺and I dont want to repeat my 11th wali mistakes. Khair, so here are my tasks for today: Binomial theorum (notes - 2)- [O] Straight lines (lecture) - [O] IOC (Revision + PYQs)- [] COM (cont.)- [C] WPE / NLM (prac.)- []\ LETS GET STARTED!💖💗☺

 22 August 2025, {12:35 PM} I have nothing to say today, Im just full of anxiety and I have decided to skip music all together during my time in library. Im more than scared for the upcoming month of September so lets go and try our level best to complete today's tasks. As you can see from my previous blog, I could not even finish half of my tasks. I hope that was my first and last time to do that mistake. Here are my tasks for today: Chemical bonding (DPPs + lec) - [C] Binomial (lec)- [O] COM (lec)- [C] WPE (crash course cont.) - [O] chem pyqs - [O] This is all for now . I hope to complete them before leaving the library. Lets get back to studying yayy! {7:26 PM} I am feeling a little better as almost all my tasks are done for today. I could not watch the chemical bonding lecture properly due to 'distractions' but i'll make it up by night. Now, im just chilling with pyqs so yeah letss goo.

 21 August 2025 {11:51 PM} Okay so, like I planned yesterday, I woke up early and started to study a physics lecture. I have decided to skip circular motion all together (for now) and watch oneshot of COM as I am not confident on chapters in the Rotational motion region. So, I am following oneshots for them to get the syllabus completed for the sake of it. I will focus on lectures after rotational motion is over. I was only able to complete a chunk of COM before it got spoiled so now I'm moving towards ioc first. Today's tasks are: Chemical bonding (lec + practice) - [O] Binomial theorum (lec + notes + practice)- [] WPE (crash course continue)- [O] Mole concept (revision)- [] 1 CPT - [] Complex no (cont.)- [] Lets see what today brings for me. Cheers! {4:28 PM} Idk I feel like crying. Evyerthing feels like a mess as if im lagging behind so much. I tried to attempt some chapter tests today and I just couldnt focus on any one of them and its so frustrating. Why am I lagging behin...

 20 August 2025, {12:09 PM} I came a little late from the schedule and the study timer has already started so i dont have much time to write but here are my goals for today. Complex no (lec + prac.)- [C] Binomial (module ques)- [O] Chemical bonding (cont. +  notes) - [] PYQs- NLM, Periodicity, chemical bonding- [] Revision - NLM - [] (?)crash course - WPE [O] {3:59 PM} I saw a former classmate of secondary school today. He came at around 3:46 PM with a coaching bag of a reputed JEE coaching. Asumming its his, I can make up the fact that he attends morning coaching classes from 9AM to 3PM and then takes the metro of 40 minutes, walks 5 minutes to the library and starts studying till night (as i have seen him being sitted even after 8). Thats a lot of hardwork he is doing. I'm thinking of switching to this model now. Attending classes from 8 to 3 and then finally working on questions from 3:30 to 8. It would be a balanced and well made schedule. Yes it will be tougher. but now o...

 19 August, 2025, {4:59 PM} After going through a major burnout yesterday, I decided to get back up with my slots and check points. So, here they are: Complex no (prac.+lec.)- [O] Binomial (lec.)- [C] Chemical Bonding (lec + notes)- [c] Circular (continue.)-[] PYQs- 20 (NLM and Periodicity/Chem. bonding)- [o] The day was going fine till I had a little more sugar intake then required. i guess chocolate biscuits are my weakness khi khi khi, they are making me slow.So,it has already been 3 minutes and I have to get back to schedule. 

 18 August 2025, [12:10 PM] Today's goals are much less although I have made slots through which i have to follow, although aaj plan mei thore changes hai kyuki I have to help a friend. So basic goals are there: Complex no (1 hour) - [O] Binomial Theorum (lec+ practice)- [O] Chemical bonding (lec + pyqs)- [C] NLM/WPE (short notes/revision/problems)-[X] So yeah, lets seee how much we'll cover, I'll update at 5 sharp.

14 August 2025,  Its currently 2:48 AM right now and date is 14 August 2025, and I'm writing this blog after taking a long break of 1.5 hour that i spent in chatting and listening to songs. I actually made a plan to do PYQs and I did succeed in completing 20 chem pyqs and im on physics right now so yeah. Today's goals would be:- PHYSICS: circular motion (lec 2): PHYSICS: Motion 1D/2D short notes: CHEMISTRY: chemical bonding (lec 12-13): CHEMISTRY: short notes/ PYQs: (+) MATHS: P and C (lec 9) MATHS: p and c (dpps/PYQs) So, yeah, let me go to sleep right now and start my day afresh, after 15, i have the test series to be the main focus so lets go and give it best shot.Also, i have been only able to pull hardly 5 hours this week and thats really concerning. So next week se, i would target atleast 7-8 hours proper focus sessions without any visual/musical distractions. And ofcourse chatting kam karni padegi along with casual zoom outs. So yeah, lets see what the morning has got fo...

okay so, from where should I start, I just randomly decided to blog a little after 64 days of prep countinously. I have all the goals listed down there for today so pretty excited. There is a different kind of pressure that is surronding me these days, jaise train chhuti jaa ri ho meri. One exam can really change the fate of my life and there are only 160 days left for that exam to happen.Nonetheless, it feels good to work hard to chase something I actually like. Hope everything goes well.   At  the library right now and time is 12:30 PM, starting with Maths right now, wish me luck UPDATE: so except chem, I was able to complete all the targets.I saw an old acquintance in the library today. It made me remember school days. Khair, as of prep, i did waste a lot of time in phone par im going to set it properly.